"It doesn't make me feel any better that it's all my fault."

She laughed. "What? Adding self loathing to the mix doesn't help?"

I hung my head between my knees and laughed. "Yeah, I have a nice steamy helping of self loathing and regret."

I've been up since four writing a paper I should have started last weekend. Let's not speak of it, right? Let's just finish the paper. Let's not think about how badly I will disappoint my professor, most beloved professor, the only one this semester I care about.

2002-11-27, Lorelei

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